Hi All...
I just now finally was able to get online and onto the board here...this computer has been freezing up on me and not working beyond discovering I have over 400 emails that I can't yet get to..can't even see the whole list yet...
Anyway...I am doing as well as can be expected under the circumstances...such as they are...and hoping that all is or will be well and am trusting 100 percent in God and the love of my family...I was having a great deal of trouble sleeping due to various stressors, and after several days I called EMS to come get me because I knew if I did not sleep, I would either die or go nuts...and they did come and get me and did give me a shot of Ativan, and then they took me to Carl Albert Community Mental Health (whatever it's called) where I spent all this time I have been away from the computer..I spent more time there than they thought I should have, but I got hooked on the company of several clients and staff there...it was a very good experience and I hope they know the value I place on their treatment of me...I didn't think I could get to sleep without a heavy dose of Ativan (like Valium)every night, but they showed me that I could indeed get to sleep...and I know it had to do with the people themselves, clients and staff and their desire to not only help keep me from suffering, but also to help me grow..God knows we all need to grow if we are going to make it on this beloved Earth...Well....rather than get all long winded, I will stop here and see if I will get this posted or not...
Hope you all have a great New Year and more...
B.